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Ivan's Shady Existence

@IvansShadyExistenceTracked since May 2026

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$1/moGang of NihilistsAccess to exclusive monthly live stream + archive of previous streams. The stream will have content more substantive than just free association rambling with a live chat (perhaps not much more). A stream may appear more than once a month. Patreon Q&A. You will have the opportunity to ask questions and receive answers in video form on my barely watched channel and thus become a part of history. You will be cited if your question is picked and all patrons will be part of the honor roll in these videos. Access to book/documentary reviews videos I will be posting exclusively on Patreon. Solemn promise not to court your mother. If I will be able to achieve a significant number of patrons that would make a patron exclusive forum meaningful, this forum will appear and you will have access to it.

$5/moSolid Bro/Honored LadyAll prior benefits plus three exclusive videos! Three hours of content! Interview of myself conducted by a subscriber "MrRobbins" done at his condo in Ohio. We talk about my life, YouTube culture, Jordan Peterson and other fancy pants topics. This interview is amazing and it will change your life. (47 min) "How to Start a YouTube Channel" Everybody including your mom is more qualified to make this video. But did they bother to make it? In spite of the tiny size of my channel, I think that if you want to start your own channel or are interested in YouTube in general, this video will be worth your time. I cover everything I could think of, starting with equipment and all the way to the flow of the video and thumbnails. (1hr 6min) "The Dalai Lama vs Evil Ghost" this video covers an interesting historical conflict within Tibetan Buddhism. 400 years ago the 5th Dalai Lama thought he slayed this demonic ghost but it reappeared and is now haunting the current Dalai Lama and is worshiped in the west (probably in your city if you live in a large area). This is an involved story that I find fascinating. For those of you whole like those deep dives. VERY DEEP DIVES. (1hr 18min)

$10/moAlpha "Logos Boss" LobsterThey call this lobster (or lady lobster) the archetype slayer. Some archetypes are unworthy of life. Must I mention that you mastered the hierarchy? CRUSHED is more like it, boss. That unlike bottom dwelling lobsters, you swim to the surface and literally eat logos? Compelled speech meet compelled dominance. Looking the fierce lobster in his eyes, I solemnly pledge not only not to court your mother but also to always refuse her romantic advances if (rather when) they come. All prior benefits included, obviously. Thank you!

$20/moEdgelord Who CaresIt's one thing to have edge and a whole other thing to have heart. Giving me $20 a month requires both (and brain trauma). All prior benefits included. Thank you!

$50/moTear of GratitudeEach month I will work myself into total emo mood and shed a salty one in your honor. All prior benefits included. Thank you!

$78/moSam HarrisFor 78 dollars and 47 cents month I will turn you into Sam Harris. You are Sam Harris! Don't doubt yourself! Unless you don't like Sam Harris, in which case you will definitely NOT be turned into Sam Harris. You are NOT Sam Harris. No matter what anyone else says you are NOT Sam Harris! If you vaguely resemble Sam (in moral intuitions or appearance) but not sure which way you want to go with the whole "You are Sam Harris" thing, this tier will definitely help you sort it out. All prior benefits included. Thank you!

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